Numbers

So I decided to not post my numbers... lol lol.... ok let me back up - I will not be posting ALL of the numbers. I'm not a fan of them. I will post the measurements just not the weight. I just can't. Its not a nice number and actually I'm embarassed that it is where it is. I should totally be 10 lbs lighter. I WILL be ten pounds lighter before my wedding. I need to feel good in order to feel I look good. I want to look amazing for Ben that day!!!!

So with all of that being said..... I will just stop eating... ha ha. JK - I need to regain my motivation and get my ass in gear no more excuses (and I have had alot of them). Work has been stressful for me, Ben not being home, Zachary - well Zachary being a 10 yr old boy, wedding planning, and I start classes again next week. I need exercise more than anything right now - I need healthy eating habits more than anything right now... and I need to drink more water. Its so easy to sit here and type out what I need to do - I know what I need to do. Now I just need to do it!!! It needs to start right now!!!